tell the truth

nothing, ga jelas

2010-06-06T04:54:00.000-07:00

ha i feel empty inside, I don't know why……i have great friends, Im getting along with my family and there are no fights so I guess I should be happy, but im NOT. I don't think I can get out of this one, im just in to deep. Im always thinking about this one person, he doesn't know how I feel about him. Heh I don't even know how I feel about him. there's just this something that I can't figure out....

:(

2010-06-06T04:43:00.000-07:00

Forget his name, forget his face
Forget the love you once new
Remember he has someone new
Remember he has chosen her
Forget you memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the things he used to say
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh, forget his grin
Remember he’s with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love it’s in the past
Forget he said he would leave you never
Remember that he’s gone forever

wait-ing

2010-05-29T02:55:00.000-07:00

I'm still here, still waiting for us to finally be, i'll stay here for as long as it takes for you to be with me. I'll never give up on you and you'll never find anyone else who loves you like I do!!!! :( i'm still here just waiting for you to finally realize it, puhlease i cant move, i'm stuck on you! i'm sick of you! and really hate, that i love you!

I may be heartbroken and be going through alot right now, but i refuse to give up on him until he tells me for sure he wants me out of his life. Now thats a lost love...

A?D-O=R!E

2010-05-29T02:35:00.000-07:00

Firstly i wanna say THANKS to blogger, who view my blog

i wanna share somethin hm lets see!

NINO!

RICKY HARUN

KIM BUM

MARIO MAURER

JIRAYU LAONGMANEE

IM BIGGEST FAN OF THEM, FCK YEAH HELL YEAH REALLLLLLY LOVE THEM <3

about love

2010-05-29T02:11:00.000-07:00

"THIS LOVE WAS DIFFICULT, BUT IT'S REAL"

"JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE CARE TOO MUCH TO YOU OR FLIRTS TO YOU, ITS DOESN'T MEAN, SHE OR HE LOVES YOU"

"I LOVE YOU--> 3WORDS A THOUSAND MEANING!"

"SOMETIMES IT'S BETTER TO LOSE MY SELF THAN LOST MY LOVER"

That Should Be me

2010-05-29T02:00:00.000-07:00

ya?ada yang tau lagu ini?lagu-nya Justin Bieber. Yap, lagu ini kalo lo perhatikan liriknya dalem banget ya! kalo gue denger lagu ini, inget masa lalu seseorang, yang pastinya bukan gue.

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

IF

2010-05-29T01:40:00.000-07:00

WHOA REALLLLLY I NEED "BACKSPACE" "CTRL Z" "DELETE" in MY LIFE, SURE MY LIFE SO FCKN FLAT!!. gue pengen buka lembaran baru layaknya "new tab". gue pengen meng-"REFRESH atau meng- RELOAD" hidup gue. rasanya gue pengen "meng-SAVE" kebahagian gue dan selalu terjadi karena ada "HARDISK" yang nyimpen itu semua. gue gamau kehidupan gue terkena "VIRUS" karena bakalan hancur, bakalan rusak, dan memory indah gue bakalan terhapus oleh virus.

T

2010-05-29T01:03:00.000-07:00

"em, i really freakin love with...."

"WHO?that boy?"

"big NO"

"just tell it!"

"YES, i just freakin love with twitter"

"Me too! cause twitter makes my day, more (Y)"

fresh

2010-05-28T18:20:00.001-07:00

yeah! i'm back, dari sekian lama ga buka blog sama tumblr gue. gue jadi kangen nge post gajelas, curhat tentang kehidupann gue sendiri terutama lovelife gue. Bloger maaf ya, posting-an gue sebelum ini gue hapus. ya you know lah kenape-_- ya gajelas gitudeh postigannya. gue pengen blog ini bener-bener fresh bener bener jadi baru, gue pengen ngulang cerita gue lagi disini, oke selamat menikmati hidangan blog gue (?)